Sorry Sorry Sorry

Matta Fair is just on this weekend. Darling and I planned to go Bali together so I called him and tell him about this Matta Fair. He was not in the mood for the whole day so he can't give me a good response when I'm talking about this issue and it naturally leads me to a bad mood too.

Hate you and your emotional twist... hmph!!

Maybe there is another reason that makes me moody. Went to have lunch with my BFF today and said some hurtful things to her =(

I feel I'm quite a bad and inconsiderate friend sometimes. We have been talking about the same issue for more than 2 years but not coming out with any conclusion yet so I'm actually fed up of her at times. So now, she is making her decision on whether working here or China or Singapore.

So today I told her as a friend I already advice you and I'm done with my job. Just do what you want and that is your lifestyle, it is not mine. Why do you have to care on how we look on you?? I mean there is no such thing as friends forever seriously. When we grow older, each will have their different lifestyle and who knows 1 day we might become stranger or just hi-bye friends??

And I told her directly of I'm thinking she is quite stupid sometimes and she is not productive enough on not knowing what exactly she wants.

I think is quite hurtful of what I said seriously. I felt so bad after I told her these because I think as a friend I should stand at her point of view and be understanding of her situation but I'm tired of it.

I'm sorry =(