I'm alone

I'm very very very emo now. Why things aren't just going smooth like how it suppose to be- love, friends, job and money?? Why everything and everyone seems to like bullying me?? And how come I emo and I seriously don't know who to talk with and who to find?? I feel like I have been ditched by the whole world. Someone who I trusted him most and as long as he is there for me, regardless of anything that happen to me I will feel at least a warmth in my heart. I will think the God is fair enough for sending you to me but I think he is being so unfair now that he is taking everything from me. Even if its you, you will betray me and leave me.