Flaws

I love you is because you could tolerate my temper and also the bad habit for a girl but I realize there is something that I won't be able to change it. My biggest flaw to you.

I felt a loss of confidence in myself. It makes me feel so down. Maybe I'm kind of over sensitive but I don't feel good on hearing that joke.

I think sometimes you are right that we should not talk on the phone always. However, talking to me is just your responsibility. It is not because you miss me so you feel like talking to me when I'm on the opposite way.

Can I try on not calling you too often?? I hope I can.

kin kin

Hi dear, I've got so much memories that I need to upload and post to my blog but the thing is I haven't buy card reader yet and got not much time to update my news. So, I will have to do this later.

Quite busy and stress recently of my studies, research project and also my graduation project which made me feel so exhausted of these. So wish that I could graduate faster and go on with my plans.

By the way, Ee Yang has gone to US for more than 1 week. This time I'm not as depress as before and could actually accept and cope with the days when he was not here. But of course sometimes I really miss him so much just like now.

Really miss the feeling of hugging you, kissing you and kin kin you. Muacks <3

down down down

My feeling is so down now. Even the case has nothing to deal with me but I'm feeling like so down also. Just feel like I'm taking a big responsibility for all these stuff. I don't like this feeling.

Could you just behave yourself for just once and please think of the consequences first before you do it?

sushi??

Yayyy... I manage to control my temper this time when I beh song him for something. What Mun Ling said is true, sometimes I should respect him and instead of just tulan and lose temper; its better to keep quiet and calm down myself.

Anyway, went to try this Go Sushi which is the new Japanese restaurant that open just nearby my house. One word to describe it, FAIL. The food was quite expensive if compare to Sushi King, Sushi Zanmai and Sakae Sushi as well. The cawan mushi is not smooth enough and it did not melt to your mouth straight when you taste it, the dinner set and also the sushi taste normal and i think sushi in Sushi Zanmai is better than it. I'm not trying to be mean but that's the first and last time for me to have my meal in this Go Sushi.

Lost Month

Really thanks for the advice that my babes gave. The problems between me and Ee Yang has settled temporary for I don't know when there will be other problems arise again.

I knew its not good for a couple to argue almost everyday and it will easily make both of us feel tired of each other. I tried to control my temper and emotions and he did compromise as well so our way of communication is much better than before =)

Another thing which make me headache is that, I don't know why nowadays there are so many things lost in my own room. I don't know is whether my room being too messy or I forgot where I put my things or maybe I left it somewhere else or accidentally thrown it away.

Tell you, I lost my calculator, my watch, ear rings, San Francisco Coffee House voucher worth RM40 and before that I lost my handphone. Its totally a WOW for me as I really lost so many things in these 2 weeks. Lost Month I guess so.

So now, I need to buy a new handphone budgeted for only RM500. I don't dare to buy any expensive handphone as I'm so absent minded with the things around me. As for my watch, don't know is there any surprise for my birthday?? *giggles*

hmmm

Sigh.. maybe I'm really too stubborn at times. I try my very best to control my temper and not to throw tantrums at him when he did something which frustrate me but sometimes its really hard to control my emotion and my temper.

Mun Ling ask me to control my temper and if it is just a little thing you can just tolerate it or using a better way to talk to him. I've tried it and things settle but the problem is he will just repeat the same mistakes. That is why nowadays little thing of him will just trigger out my temper and I felt so tired of it.

Maybe I should just control my temper, don be so pessimistic and not to be too stubborn on some issues.

Your Love Is Just A Lie

It is somehow ridiculous when you wish your gf will not tell any lies to you but yet you did so. You lie to me so many times because of that issue and I'm not going to trust on you anymore. I doubt on every words you say now.

Secondly, every promises of you are meant to be broken. Think yourself of how many times we went out dating ever since when you are back and what I wish to do, you will just do it with your friends. Yeah, i know. Meaning you just put your friends as your first priority but lying and entertaining me said you are not.

That particular issue has already ruin our relationship, my trust and our compromising to each other. Because of that issue, a little thing will just trigger out my dissatisfaction on you. Is that what you promise me of being a sweet darling and do all stuff together such as movie, swimming, dating, shopping and other stuff.

THAT ARE ALL LIES!!

Black Friday

Finally Ee Yang is back, things are just not running smooth as what I expected. We got into argument almost everyday and I almost grew tired of it already. Is just the biggest issue that trigger out all these arguments.

Worst thing of all is that I lost my hp today. Miss all my pictures, messages and also the videos so much =( is just something which could not be replace. Bad bad Friday!!