Happy Merdeka to everyone!!

Although it's absolutely a boring day for me but as a Malaysian I should at least greet my country Happy Merdeka. Nowhere to go today and I suddenly felt like I'm becoming so lifeless nowadays. Even my parents came home later than me =(.

Anyway, I've been facing my laptop the whole night thought of waiting for Ee Yang to come online but that stupid piggy is still sleeping and till it's 2pm now in U.S, he also haven't wake up yet. Sigh!!!!!!

I want back my happening life and I've been thinking what did I do in the past that makes me feel at least not so lifeless like now but seems like I can't think of anything.

Arghhhhhhhhh............... feeling emo again!!!!

Pictures of the day

No more pathetic day for me I guess. Before that I really feel damn pathetic and it seems like the world is going to end without Ee Yang with me. The only word depressed could best describe me. I guess I feeling so depressed is because I feel lack of caring and attention and communication seems to be a problem for both of us.

But now I felt better and started to accept the fact that Ee Yang is in US. He was right. I should have faith and confidence in him to maintain this relationship.

So, all my depression are gone and there's nothing special happened to me recently but looking thru my handphone, there are loads of photos which I hadn't post out.

Darling and Me

Snap it when we were in Langkawi

Our 6th month anniversary in Mt. Langat.

Quattro (Winter). Just went there to have a look and back to Autumn.

Penang. Chilling on the beach.

Phuture

Me, Myself and I

Below photos were snapped when I'm too bored waiting for Ee Yang to manage his visa. By the way, mum and dad told me that I'm getting thinner and thinner nowadays. They asked me to eat more but I myself also realised that I'm getting thinner if compare to last time. HOLY SHITTT. I don't like being so thin actually.

Cute face 1.

Smiley face.

Lala face.

Normal face.

Shhh... Silence plsss. Cute face 2.

Normal face 2.

Normal face 3.

Gentle face. LOL!!

Side face.

Mischievous face.

Sad face.

Bored face.

Silly face.

Lala face 2.

Silly face 2.

Boh song face.

Cute cute face.

Cool face 1.

Cool face 2.

My favourite pose plus cute face.

My favourite pose 1.

My favourite pose 2.

Pathetic Day 3

I just came back from Lip's house and win big money. Weeeeeee.... KIT YEE HOU ONGGGG AR and I'm declare as Old Thousand Woman by Wai Wai. Translate it in Cantonese and you will know.

There was a stupid dog outside Lip's house which will jumped on me when I passed by so I was quite afraid of it actually. But when Ee Yang saw the stupid dog following me he will always be there to protect me and lead my way. So when I first reach Lip's house that time, I thought of that and I can't stop crying. But of course Lip they all don't know bout me crying before enter the house.

When we playing mahjong, we had some alcohol session which all brought by Ee Yang to Lip's house before he went to US. I drank 2 cans of beer and its enough to make me super duper hyper and keep doing silly expression and stupid things.

Actually I really think that Lip was very good to Ee Yang and he really treat him as brother not like some of the friends that will only take advantage of people. I think because I'm Ee Yang's gf so he very sayang me also. He promise me that if he save enough money he will accompany me to Minesota and find Ee Yang. In this case, I have to save money in order to go Minesota to find my darling so I will have to continue be the Old Thousand Woman. Hehe!!

Anyway, playing mahjong in Lip's house really makes me feel alot better. With his 38 friends at there to chill me up makes me feel CHILAX.

CHILAX= chill + relax by Mr. Chow Ee Yang

Pathetic Day 2

Woke up at 4pm today and when I woke up I was searching for my phone and thought of texting Ee Yang and tell him I wake up already. Then I suddenly realise that he has gone to U.S =( The feeling is not good.

Usually when I wake up I will call him and either I go over his place or he will fetch me out but there is no such thing for now already. Sigh!!

Darling must have been very tired of sitting on the plane for 18 freaking hours. He has to sit 1 hour to transit to Singapore Changi airport and wait for like 6 hours there then take another 8 hours flight to Tokyo and wait 2 hours there to wait for the next transit. Then sit another 11 hours on the plane only he will reach Minesota.

Cham cham darling. I'm now facing the laptop again doing nothing is just like when he is in Beijing but now in U.S, the time was so different.... here night there morning and I have to wait for him to settle down his uni things, get a sim card and internet connection only we can chat.

I now also cham cham waiting for my husband. Mun Ling asked me to go Lip's house for mahjong but usually I went there with Ee Yang but now have to go with Mun Ling. It's bit weird but somehow, Mun Ling broke up with his bf again so both of us cham cham together.

Actually I feel so lucky to have Mun Ling with me. She drive and accompany me all the way to KLIA and bored bored like that wait for Ee Yang to go to the gates then fetch me back to Cheras and accompany me again. I love you my so-called mummy.

Yang yang's farewell. (Ee Wang, Ee Quin, Ee Yang, Me and Ee Yang's mum)

Goodbye to my Yang Yang. I miss Ee Yang Power =(

So, after my dinner we will be heading to Lip's house and cheat Tim's money again. Weeeeeeee!! Kit Yee and Mun Ling HOU ONGGGGGGGG AR!! kekekkeke.......

Pathetic Day

I'm just back from KLIA as Ee Yang is going off to US today. When he is walking down to the departures I almost burst to tears but I tried to hold my tears back as his parents are all there and I don't want him to feel sad in seeing me crying also.

I'm feeling so pathetic now. Just like whatever I do or see, it just reminds me of him. I miss him alot and I really really do. His voice, his touch, his cuteness and lek chek-ness. Ya, I know we could survive without anyone but when thinking of he is not by my side now and everything I do without him, what my life will be and how am I going to pass thru all these?

Who could I find when I'm bored? Who is there for me when I want to manja someone? That's only you who could do all these for me. I don't think others could replace that.

But no matter how, I will still wait for you. I love you and miss you soooooooo much.