Goodbye, my love

My darling Chow Ee Yang

I miss you and I love you

Eventhough you are not by my side now

You will still be in my heart always.

09/09/09??

What is the meaning of it?
Everlasting love?? So??

You will get tired when everything is not what you desired for
When you put him as the 1st priority
even more important than your friends and everything,
he just wouldn't appreciate that.
But on the other way round, even just a 2 weeks friend
he also feel like the friend is far more important than the gf.

I'm so blurrrr =((

Called Vei Lun just now and asked him to help me to print out the exam docket as my printer spoil already. Then I told him what's coming out for exam and ask him remember to bring my exam docket tomorrow cuz tomorrow exam. Vei Lun's reaction was like very surprise and said

"What exam?"
"Tomorrow exam la."
"Stupid, changed dy you donno meh? It's on Monday la."
"Huh?? Serious ar?? WTF!!"

Luckily, I called Vei Lun and asked him to print out my exam docket if not I'll be stupid stupid go walk in to the exam hall with no one inside then go back and ask the department how come there's no one inside since it's exam today and the department people there will answer me the exam is actually on Monday. LOL!!

"安靜了" by S.H.E

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中 属於我们的婚礼

却成了 单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情角力的拔河里

爱我还是爱你

你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的 可爱的

迷人的 爱哭的

照片里 曾经的

都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地

你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽

分不清激情 承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中 属於我们的婚礼

安静了 在我枕边的梦里

我知道相爱原本就不容易

爱不是一场雨

努力就有结局 wo~

Suddenly felt like craving for this song so much. Sing K anyone?? Let's go.............................

Happy 7th month anniversary!!

To My Beloved Darling:

Happy 7th month anniversary to us!! I'm sorry to have make you feeling upset and worry bout me all the time. I'm also sorry for being too emotional and demanding on you. All I want is just a bit of time, caring and attention seeking from you. I won't promise you that I will be an understanding and considerate gf that you want but I will try my best to do so.

I Love you my dear. <3

Soh Po and Soh Lou

Distance is not the end of the world in a relationship

Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment, and love.

Although you may feel like you are losing faith in your relationship at times, hold fast and trust your heart!

I, like you, truly believe that love & relationships are what make your life special, and that ones built on love & understanding are always worth preserving, regardless of the miles that may separate two people.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE !

I browse thru this article and felt what it says really speaking out the voice of my heart. I truely believe we can go thru all hardships together and somehow it's useless thinking bout the future and wondering what will happen next and all. For the time being, I know that you love me and I love you and that's enough.

Happy Merdeka to everyone!!

Although it's absolutely a boring day for me but as a Malaysian I should at least greet my country Happy Merdeka. Nowhere to go today and I suddenly felt like I'm becoming so lifeless nowadays. Even my parents came home later than me =(.

Anyway, I've been facing my laptop the whole night thought of waiting for Ee Yang to come online but that stupid piggy is still sleeping and till it's 2pm now in U.S, he also haven't wake up yet. Sigh!!!!!!

I want back my happening life and I've been thinking what did I do in the past that makes me feel at least not so lifeless like now but seems like I can't think of anything.

Arghhhhhhhhh............... feeling emo again!!!!

Pictures of the day

No more pathetic day for me I guess. Before that I really feel damn pathetic and it seems like the world is going to end without Ee Yang with me. The only word depressed could best describe me. I guess I feeling so depressed is because I feel lack of caring and attention and communication seems to be a problem for both of us.

But now I felt better and started to accept the fact that Ee Yang is in US. He was right. I should have faith and confidence in him to maintain this relationship.

So, all my depression are gone and there's nothing special happened to me recently but looking thru my handphone, there are loads of photos which I hadn't post out.

Darling and Me

Snap it when we were in Langkawi

Our 6th month anniversary in Mt. Langat.

Quattro (Winter). Just went there to have a look and back to Autumn.

Penang. Chilling on the beach.

Phuture

Me, Myself and I

Below photos were snapped when I'm too bored waiting for Ee Yang to manage his visa. By the way, mum and dad told me that I'm getting thinner and thinner nowadays. They asked me to eat more but I myself also realised that I'm getting thinner if compare to last time. HOLY SHITTT. I don't like being so thin actually.

Cute face 1.

Smiley face.

Lala face.

Normal face.

Shhh... Silence plsss. Cute face 2.

Normal face 2.

Normal face 3.

Gentle face. LOL!!

Side face.

Mischievous face.

Sad face.

Bored face.

Silly face.

Lala face 2.

Silly face 2.

Boh song face.

Cute cute face.

Cool face 1.

Cool face 2.

My favourite pose plus cute face.

My favourite pose 1.

My favourite pose 2.

Pathetic Day 3

I just came back from Lip's house and win big money. Weeeeeee.... KIT YEE HOU ONGGGG AR and I'm declare as Old Thousand Woman by Wai Wai. Translate it in Cantonese and you will know.

There was a stupid dog outside Lip's house which will jumped on me when I passed by so I was quite afraid of it actually. But when Ee Yang saw the stupid dog following me he will always be there to protect me and lead my way. So when I first reach Lip's house that time, I thought of that and I can't stop crying. But of course Lip they all don't know bout me crying before enter the house.

When we playing mahjong, we had some alcohol session which all brought by Ee Yang to Lip's house before he went to US. I drank 2 cans of beer and its enough to make me super duper hyper and keep doing silly expression and stupid things.

Actually I really think that Lip was very good to Ee Yang and he really treat him as brother not like some of the friends that will only take advantage of people. I think because I'm Ee Yang's gf so he very sayang me also. He promise me that if he save enough money he will accompany me to Minesota and find Ee Yang. In this case, I have to save money in order to go Minesota to find my darling so I will have to continue be the Old Thousand Woman. Hehe!!

Anyway, playing mahjong in Lip's house really makes me feel alot better. With his 38 friends at there to chill me up makes me feel CHILAX.

CHILAX= chill + relax by Mr. Chow Ee Yang