sushi??

Yayyy... I manage to control my temper this time when I beh song him for something. What Mun Ling said is true, sometimes I should respect him and instead of just tulan and lose temper; its better to keep quiet and calm down myself.

Anyway, went to try this Go Sushi which is the new Japanese restaurant that open just nearby my house. One word to describe it, FAIL. The food was quite expensive if compare to Sushi King, Sushi Zanmai and Sakae Sushi as well. The cawan mushi is not smooth enough and it did not melt to your mouth straight when you taste it, the dinner set and also the sushi taste normal and i think sushi in Sushi Zanmai is better than it. I'm not trying to be mean but that's the first and last time for me to have my meal in this Go Sushi.

Lost Month

Really thanks for the advice that my babes gave. The problems between me and Ee Yang has settled temporary for I don't know when there will be other problems arise again.

I knew its not good for a couple to argue almost everyday and it will easily make both of us feel tired of each other. I tried to control my temper and emotions and he did compromise as well so our way of communication is much better than before =)

Another thing which make me headache is that, I don't know why nowadays there are so many things lost in my own room. I don't know is whether my room being too messy or I forgot where I put my things or maybe I left it somewhere else or accidentally thrown it away.

Tell you, I lost my calculator, my watch, ear rings, San Francisco Coffee House voucher worth RM40 and before that I lost my handphone. Its totally a WOW for me as I really lost so many things in these 2 weeks. Lost Month I guess so.

So now, I need to buy a new handphone budgeted for only RM500. I don't dare to buy any expensive handphone as I'm so absent minded with the things around me. As for my watch, don't know is there any surprise for my birthday?? *giggles*

hmmm

Sigh.. maybe I'm really too stubborn at times. I try my very best to control my temper and not to throw tantrums at him when he did something which frustrate me but sometimes its really hard to control my emotion and my temper.

Mun Ling ask me to control my temper and if it is just a little thing you can just tolerate it or using a better way to talk to him. I've tried it and things settle but the problem is he will just repeat the same mistakes. That is why nowadays little thing of him will just trigger out my temper and I felt so tired of it.

Maybe I should just control my temper, don be so pessimistic and not to be too stubborn on some issues.

Your Love Is Just A Lie

It is somehow ridiculous when you wish your gf will not tell any lies to you but yet you did so. You lie to me so many times because of that issue and I'm not going to trust on you anymore. I doubt on every words you say now.

Secondly, every promises of you are meant to be broken. Think yourself of how many times we went out dating ever since when you are back and what I wish to do, you will just do it with your friends. Yeah, i know. Meaning you just put your friends as your first priority but lying and entertaining me said you are not.

That particular issue has already ruin our relationship, my trust and our compromising to each other. Because of that issue, a little thing will just trigger out my dissatisfaction on you. Is that what you promise me of being a sweet darling and do all stuff together such as movie, swimming, dating, shopping and other stuff.

THAT ARE ALL LIES!!

Black Friday

Finally Ee Yang is back, things are just not running smooth as what I expected. We got into argument almost everyday and I almost grew tired of it already. Is just the biggest issue that trigger out all these arguments.

Worst thing of all is that I lost my hp today. Miss all my pictures, messages and also the videos so much =( is just something which could not be replace. Bad bad Friday!!

Apologize to darling

Tomorrow is the day which I longing for............ 25th of May!!

At last.......... but had an argument with him just now. Funny though. It is the day before he came back and we still got into an argument.

Honestly, that is my fault and I feel sorry bout it sincerely. I knew you feel disrespect and I'm like neglecting your feelings also. I'm sorry darling.

Apologize here sincerely and I really don't mean it.

13 MORE HOURS BABY... and i gotta see your face already. Miss you so much and hope we will have less arguments from now on. God bless please =)

friends??

Its 4.50am now and I'm suppose to be done with my assignment or at least gone thru halfway of it since the due date is just tomorrow. But I just can't focus on doing it as there is something that comes provoke my mind.

The issue is that should we keep a border line between friends or you can just sacrifice yourself because of them? Sometimes I just feel like there are no friends forever. Friends mingled with you is just because of benefits or maybe sometimes when they are lonely so they need your companion but until when something happens which could do them harm, they can just betray you in order to save themselves.

Grew so tired for the issue of friends. Been bothering my darling and bitch for the same issue again and again. Tsk tsk... I know such friends are not fuckable but kind of feeling pity to loss a friend like that. Although each time I tell myself not to fuck them anymore but whenever they talk to me again or seek for my help, I'm being soft-hearted again.

I knew alot of people will question me of why do you have to be soft-hearted since you know they are being so fucked up. Maybe is just because they are my friends so I can't bear for being mean to them. My blog is not an open blog so reading this post should be all my close friends. Please don't question me who are them for I'm not going to tell. Thanks =)

Just forget bout that issue. Anyway, 4 more days and my baby darling Ee Yang is coming back. I really can't wait for it as there are so many issues arousing me now. I just wish its 25th May now so I can just fuck up everything and the only thing I do is just to be with him. I wanna go dating, go for a movie, go shopping and do whatever when I'm with him. Most probably on my birthday, we are going to Bali. I seriously never try that before to just celebrate it with my boyfriend only in such romantic places. We tried that in just going for trips like Beijing, Penang and Langkawi but not this kind of special occasions and somemore its my birthday. Hopefully mum will allow me to do that as I haven't seek for her permission yet. God bless me please... thank you!!

17 more days

After for almost 9 months long distance, my darling is coming back in another 2 weeks time. Can't wait for him to come back. Just wondering what's the feel of hugging him and kissing him??

I know very well that I love him and I miss him so much but sometimes when I'm out with my friends and playing happily outside, eventually I will forgot that I actually have a boyfriend. Haha!!

I realized this darling and I don't like the feeling of forgetting you also. I think is because I realized about it so when now I'm out with my friends, naturally shadows of yours will be coming out from my mind and I felt sweet with just thinking of you.

Still got 17 more days and you are coming back. Can't wait for it and love you so much.

Muacks muacks <3