introduction

since i create it as my diary, my life, my feelings and experiences and its specially made for my darling of cuz i would like to intro of how i met my darling 1st... the story began like that... i met him since we were in junior 1 in seri suria and started to admire him when i'm in junior 2, actually i donno that is counted as admire anot because i was so young at that time but i know i always like to notice him during class... then he switch to sri garden when we were in junior 3 so we lost contact dy... when we were in junior 6 we met again in the same tuition centre and i started to admire him again, wish to see him and notice him everytime we tuition but when he was in form 1 or form 2 he stop tuition and we lost contact again...

after we both graduated from our own school, we met each other at corner pocket (the previous name for fireball) in connaught there... when he walked down and i walked up the stairs i call his name 'are you chow ee yang?' he replied yeah, who are you?? i said suan la, you won remember me... then i walked up dy... kind of lansi at that time thats what he told me... we met each other many times before ever since from the 1st time i asked him are u chow ee yang but just din manage to get each other's contact number only... till when poh juan ask me to come out to study together as we all are having exam on the same week and so coincidence poh juan knows ee yang and he was there together studying with us only we manage to get each other's contact number.... thx to poh juan actually... LOL

the 1st time he called me out was asking me chilling in ju koon's house, i was so drunk when playing the fuck you game and donno why i just hug him and wanna him to take care of me at that time... he holded my hand but that time i just feel that its normal for a friend to take care of each other and the next morning we went to eat beef noodles together... the next time he ask me out again was to yam cha in old town... i'm really eager to go out with him but that time i just reach the hair salon and would very much like to set my hair and do a good hair cut 1st so he suggest maybe we could watch movie later and that sounds a good idea so at night we went to watch the movie 'Inkheart'... ever since that day, we light up the sparks and i will called him whenever i feel bored or facing insomnia as he is the only one awake at such late hours... and thn, there is 1 day mun ling called me out very late for yam cha.. i'm quite tired at that time but she seems eager to find me and said its urgent... so i sneak out and her urgent was just driving her bf's skyline to take me out for a ride =.="... we went for a ride in KL area and as i know ee yang was just around poppy there when he msg me earlier asking whether i wanna go poppy anot.. so i called him and he said he was still there... mun ling and i went there to find him with the skyline and when he sees me he just hug me... i tot its just a hello hug so it was alright but he still hugging me when we were in marcus's shop there... and i just felt so warm when he is hugging me tightly with his arms and i think our sparks at that time had already burst out tremendously and we began dating and stuff...

we really got the fate as a guy which i admire since young and at last manage to get together with him and be a lovey dovey couple... he cares and love me as much as i care and love him... but too bad after a few days we got together his family asked him to go beijing to study chinese and gain some experiences there.... we are forced to separate now.... but there is something i believe, if he is mine even if in the future or anything happens in the middle and we are force to separate... he will still be mine at the end.... is just because we got the fate and he made me believe that we were meant for each other...


a myth tells that humans heart is actually a symbol of a seashell, each person born out is to find the other half of the seashell... some finds their other half of the seashell perfectly, some finds their seashell but it doesn't fits them while some cant even find it at all... in conclusion, thanks god that i found you my other half of the seashell and it fits me perfectly... Chow Ee Yang, you are just my perfect soulmate and i love you to the max......